Finding Energy in a Broken Body

Well, I was planning on writing this blog far more often than I have… It almost gets to the point that I'm embarrassed to write anymore, sounds crazy right?

This is my reality of living in a broken body though; my brain has all these amazing ideas but my body just can't keep up and that can be so frustrating. So please stick with me, there will be writing here, it just all depends on what my body will allow!

On a happy note though, my amazing partner will be staying this weekend and I'm super excited. I'm also anxious though; will I have the energy to get up at a decent time so we can do things together? Will my pain levels allow me to fully support him at the wrestling event? I hope so, I'm in 'charging mode' at the moment. I try so hard to save up my energy so it doesn't overly impact on our time together. The wheelchair and carer makes things complex enough. I should mention my concerns are all down to me, he tells me regularly that my needs and inabilities make no difference to him, he loves me for me. It's not always easy to believe though…